Please help me. I don't know what's happening to me. Everything seems to fade away and what was so colourful has now turned into grey. All of it used to make sense. I used to understand everyone, but now, I can't even understand myself.
This is all Perseus' fault. No it's not. It is not, but I just wanted someone to blame. I did not want it to be me and he seems like the right fit. Perseus was an intriguing man, I must not lie. I could sense his purity. He does have it, but is afraid to show himself.
Many things spread around the place and what they say about Perseus is not a great one. He was a poor child, with hopes and dreams but he had them taken away when a girl walked into his life.
Sophia- my queen. She was the true definition of beauty. It was hard for me to denial any attractions to her. I knew that he loved her very much, but I couldn't help myself and fall for her too. She chose me. She loved him but somehow she chose me. That makes him hate me I know.
Ever since that happened Perseus lost his light. He hid away himself and never again let anyone in. Until Madeline of course. I think he loves her but is afraid to admit it to anyone. He is scared that history is going to repeat itself.
I mean, I don't think I have any attractions toward Madeline, so there should be no problem at all. I want to help Perseus get better but I think it's only making me change. The light may want Perseus now, but it seems like the dark wants to consume me.